Focus

The definition of “Focus” is in a dictionary, and I forgot to look it up
Again
Last week I wished I was autistic
Because I would rather love one leaf than every leaf…I think
There are a lot of good leaves though.
These drugs are supposed to open my third eye
But the pupil is too dilated
These drugs are supposed to change my life
Or am I
These drugs are supposed to make me focus
But how can I focus if I forget the definition